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| Gosh that post was depressing. Enough of that. My apologies once again everybody. So, I went back to work yesterday and I was called into my boss' office. Of course I'm thinking "uh oh". But she called me in to tell me it was time for my 6 month evaluation and that I was getting a raise. Sweet! What a nice welcome home. I was asked to babysit this weekend for like the first time in years. It should be interesting. Well American Idol and House are about to come on so I'm out. Until next time....
Verse of the Day:
Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live." —John 11:25 | | |
| So first off, congrats go out to my best buddy Amanda who is now engaged. Of course there's the selfish part of me that's a little sad because I'm losing my friend, but I am totally happy for her. I wish her the best and I know they'll make a great married couple.
And now for a gear shift from totally joyful to pretty depressing. I need to write this to get it off my shoulders so please understand. It's good to show vulnerability every once in a while anyway. So, I for some uknown reason, threw myself a pity party last night, cried,and had the worst ever "I'm all alone in the world, poor pitiful me" moment. I'm not usually one to feel sorry for, or be down on myself but it hit hard. It's just the first time in my life I've felt like I really have no friends to turn too. Even the one constant in my life, Roblo-the self centered jerk that he is, is gone. Now this is probably factually untrue, but my own proclivites and observations outweigh that fact. The curse of being a girl, emotions always win. And I'm so ashamed of myself. God has blessed me with so much and I have no reason to feel like this. I know I have Jesus and He's always there for me, but it's just hard being at this point in life with no relationships (boyfriend, friends, etc.). I'm not asking for sympothy. I just needed to vent my feelings in writing to get over this so I apologize to anybody reading. | | |
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So I am back from my wonderful relaxing vacation. I had a great time. The Atlantis is soooooooo beautiful. We saw all sorts of amazing marine life too. I would definitely go back. But there's a ton of other places I haven't been that I have to visit first. I also had a really nice day off today to recuperate. It was great to be home and be welcomed by the usual "hey miss molly" when I walked in my gym. I kinda missed everybody there. Ok Ok, I missed my family too, lol. The shark picture is for you Amber. Bruce said hi, lol. So, I'm back and I'll try to keep updated, but I can't promise anything, so until next time.....
Verse of the Day: Yet I will not forget you. See, I have inscribed you on the palms of My hands; Your walls are continually before Me. Isaiah 49: 15-16
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| Ok, so I went to Winter Jam '06 tonight and it was freakin awesome. I absolutely love Toby Mac. We didn't get there in time to see Hawk Nelson but it was still a great show. And yes, my march madness bracket is completely ruined and has been since day 2 of the tournament, lol. I can predict upsets, but not that many, man. Anywho, I guess I don't have too much going on so I'll update later. So, until next time.... | | |
| So, I'm back from shopping all day with my mom in LR. Man, she wears me out. I mean, I love to shop but I can only take so much, lol. So, my little cousin Cade tripped the other day and started crying and pointing to his leg saying "hurt, hurt". Nobody really thought much about it but it's been 3 days and he's limping on it. I know it's extremely hard for a 1 year old to break a bone but it's still really weird that he'd be limping. Hopefully he's alright. Now it's only a couple of weeks till I'm leaving for the big bad Atlantis.And I'm still scared to go. I have no idea why but I have this weird "final destination" feeling about it. ok, maybe not that bad. It's more like a "it's gonna rain" or "Amanda and I will argue till we kill each other" feeling, lol. Mona you want my ticket? I'm just playing. I'm sure everything will be great. Oh yeah, everybody needs to check out the new X3 trailer. It's awesome and you can watch it at www.x3move.com. Anyway, I guess that's about it for now, so until next time....
Verse of the day:
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| There are three things that will endure; faith, hope, and love, but the greatest of these is love | | |
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